Sunday, April 23, 2023

 2018-2019 archive. favorites from a more novice era in my life. 

they don’t have titles.

1

The soil and dirt

as I look down 

at the soil and earth

looks to hold cracks for 

my long tired gaze


At nights end when

the sun’s arms finish 

holding the leaves 

and the bee’s knees 

you start to wonder when the holes                                                                             

in the mud rupture light


It’s twisted you see 

as far as light reaches 

some things never seem to 

align to the

ticking 24 hour time 

but the farther you look

down into the big abyss of dirt

and the more more soil you spill on

your joy division t-shirt


That just maybe down there they bask 

the rocks and the seeds 

resting with the bones of giants 

in peace

in the weight of patience 

in the contrary of fast 

they wait and wonder 

in the hopes they are not last


Patient seeds, patient rocks

patient bones, patient needs

it’s just light they wish to see 

nothing too frivolous

nothing too free


But for a break they wait

one from far under the ground 

something of rupture

one with no sound 

a long wait they wait

to see what we see 

much like today

they are anxious to be pleased



2

Circa this

predate that

I swear all things 

are fake and fat


Precisely to 

an ambiguous tee

fuck that

it makes no sense to me



3

What are good ways to say 

congratulations 

should I pull my gun like a

roaming cowboy?

should I present a cake 

in broad daylight

with a flavour in your

favor?

defining my choice would be hard

so here's a twenty-five dollar gift card.



4

It’s fourteen times three

she said it before me

before us could be we  

and fourteen times three

times two times me 

was the miles she’d stretch

to finally be care free


Well I’d walk that too!

i’d say with rapport 

and fourteen times twenty-two

times nine times you

would be the miles i’d walk 

to tell you my fifteen times four



5

It would be weird to wake up 

with five blinks left

five times to strain your eyes 

a five eyes time to find everything

you found nice

a slice of life divided by five 

for the rest of time

what could you see?


Well, if it were up to me

instead of climbing the great tree

to see what the world has to be 

i’d look down

and spend all five

a little north of the soup stain 

and a tad south of the fries 

with a sunday night behind us

in-formally your eyes



6

A delicious night sky

to appetize 

to dine for two

rendezvou


Hamburgers we’ll take

mr moon

or cereal with milk

and spoon


Let's look up and feel full tonight

because it’s all I crave to do

I wanna’ eat, I wanna’ stare 

We have soup, is that fair?

as long as i’m eating 

to share some heartbeating 

with you


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