am i just crazy?

Or were you there. 

Everything is so loud, and my mind can't concentrate. 

I swore that you were there because of your white top, and your jet black hair.

I'm doing this thing to a binaural beat.

Imagining your face and your hands holding mine in a dark room, 

to these sound waves. watching myself let go of your hands. 

into an internal pit of darkness. 

I think my mind saw you and chased you like a rabbit.

I, concerned, held a stern face. the red light illuminated half

of my face. and I saw your shoulder. 

I wanted to leave so badly. I think that's how I know. 

you are so much better gone. 

/2/27//2023