on several better notes. 

its been two years.

No drunken texts 

No calls

Nothing, 

and i see this alive myself 

and i see this transcendent being that buds in my life

in the form of a giving tree. 

they've never bought me lunch or kissed me

not of platonic and romantic.

just this alive them….

problematic, but a nice addition. 

they don't ask me for anything, they just exist as an equal

it's been nice having them.

i hope one day you read this.